T.M.I.

“For those who don’t know what TMI is it’s To much Information.”

My Short Self-Summary:

Tis I! Markus Daimeion 1, (a.k.a.:METAL), from the Northern California Bay Area’s Heavy Metal Band Forever’s End!

I am into fast cars, heavy metal, good food, good drinks, good peoples, GREAT SEX and seeing/doing new things. I am a 5’11″, Blue Eyed, Brownish/Blonde Haired, Bass Player w/big hands!Huh!? LOL

My Extended Story:

I was born a small poor white child in the deep south in Florida. We didn’t have much but our family worked it’s way up under the stern hand of my step-father. My mother and he got divorced when I was 15 and I went to live with my birth father. At 16 my girlfriend and first love, “RIP MILADY”, got pregnant and her family forebode us and took her out of the country. Well I searched for 8 long years until I found them again in 1997 and immediately we made plans to be married. Shortly after that and still before I met my daughter my Fiancé i.e.: my daughters mother, was hit and killed by a drunk driver. So, I was living in California at this time and they were back in Florida. We were due to be married on Valentines day and instead, I had to go and meet my Daughter under the pretenses that her mother was killed and I wouldn’t be coming to save the day and be marrying her and fixing this, to me, life long tragedy. I would be coming to bury her on non other than the very Valentines Day we were to be married. Instead of a sunny wedding in Vegas with my family whole again for the first time, I ended up at a funeral in the rain in Florida with my Daughter and I crying like never before. Well, After that happened I went back to California and got everything ready to be moved to Florida anyway. You see, I had already gotten a nice House and such and I knew my Daughter needed me there. So, I… a few months later, moved to Florida and tried to make things right for my Daughter. Only to be told I was not allowed to ever see her again unless I could have a DNA test done. Well, I may be a Rock Star but I ain’t rich enough to do that. Actually I am starving and feel forsaken, overlooked and forgotten by the music industry. So anyway, Then I had to pick up again to go back to California and hope the Band forgave me for having to leave. They knew I had no choice in the matter but to do what I did. So, After coming back to Cali. I get a nice House that I lived at for the last TEN years raising my son. One day I hope my Daughter comes to find me like I did for her! It is truly in her court now. She is 22 years old and is a grown Woman. I wish I could have been allowed to raise her myself but that was out of my hands. Not to mention after 8 years of searching for them I had gotten Married and had my Son. That is a whole other story there. I got married in 1994 my son was born 9 months later. We weren’t married a year before I was shot by a robber trying to rob my home. All I could think about was my 8 month old son and that I had to defend my home from this invader! When the guy pulled out a 12 gauge Shot Gun I knew I was about to Die! So, I defended myself and called for my body guard. When he came in and saw me struggling with the robber over the shotgun he just turned back out the door and ran away closing the door behind him. Seeing as how I didn’t expect that he would run I was shocked for a second. That was all it took! He turned the gun upside down dug it into my left leg and shot off my left leg and successfully killed me dead! YES THAT’S RIGHT DEAD! I was definitely documented as a DOA when I arrived to the hospital. But, wouldn’t you know it I was blessed with divine intervention. Yep! I met the Omni Present One and was received with high regards for unknown reasons as far as I knew. I mean why me? Why would GOD like me so much?

Funny thing is the first thing I said was and I shit you not…

“WHAT! MY MOM AIN’T HERE!? FUCK THIS SHIT! WHAT THE FUCK?!” LOL
Those of you whom know me know that is just like me to not realize where I was and to whom I had just said that too. Anyway, Lucky for me GOD thought it was funny too for some reason and started laughing at me! But you see that is when I realized what was going on immediately because you can’t hear GOD and survive the sound. It actually blew me apart into the tiniest of particles like nano singularities and I started expanding in the light of GOD meaning I was inside of all of you for a moment! FOR REAL! Then GOD took his hands while laughing and stretched them out as wide as everything and started moving them together as if to clap and while doing this only my inner light was gathered into his hands from all around and rotating around behind GOD everywhere, even coming out of  GOD’s mouth in the form of his laughter right towards the end as he put me all back into myself in a manner of speaking.  Remember I was dead and had no body.  So I know he was making it feel as if I did as to make me comfortable. As I calmed down and wasn’t so livid about my MOM and my SON not being there…

GOD said this to me: “Tell them to put your leg back on for I am sending you back for the Children!”

Now, I have no idea what that means to this day though I have theories’. I believe I am to help by doing what I have always done. LIVE FOR YOU ALL! SELFLESSNESS IS A MUST AND FEAR IS OUT OF THE QUESTION! I have lived for you all my whole life playing music and writing songs. I haven’t ever been signed , had a deal, or even had money to live hardly. But, I still play and sing for you all! I just hope one day you will hear my words and practice being kind to one another more! I will say this I have no regrets for the most part and no fear of death now. I know I am chosen either way. So, those who hear me are supposed to hear me and those who judge me will not live to see me sentenced!
I LOVE YOU ALL!~METAL

Here is a little more of what has actually happened to me.

“I mean to look at it from my angle… I died… Now, when I stood before God I was shown many things that are incredible and extraordinarily unbelievable… However, I can’t deny what I now know. Years later I had another life changing experience. I’m cutting this story short for many reasons… anyway… at a certain point… I was going to try to walk my gimpy ass up this Mountain Top with my cane… now… after a few steps… I was re-leaved of my consciousness and moments later I awakened at the Top of the Mountain. This was impossible in that amount of time and most likely I could not have made the walk seeing as how I am disabled. Anyway… While I was on the Mountain awakening… I noticed I had my cane under my arm, as if I hadn’t used it to walk up the mountain, and then the pain of walking up the mountain hit me all at once as if I was let go of by God and I fell under the stress of my own weight and my worn out legs. As I looked up from grass that was 3-4 foot tall… I couldn’t believe my eyes, for I saw a Tree Bursting into Flames by itself! I rubbed my eyes thinking I was seeing shit! But, no… It was all to real! So, I was freaking out because this area is very fire prone and I just knew someone would blame me for this giant fire. Then I realized something really odd… The Tree was staying green and it was the only thing on fire and not only that… but, it wasn’t burning the tree up at all. At that point I was caught in a dazed stare looking at this awesome thing burning, yet not burning like some kind of movie effect or something…? So, as I looked in the Tree I also noticed it wasn’t smoking at all either and at this point I was still laying on my back in 3-4 foot tall grass looking up at this awesome sight! Then it happened… A Voice spoke to me! It said this… “Don’t worry about them… Azrael is watching over you!” Ok… Right then my eyes started crying as if they had no choice and exactly when Azrael’s name was said. ??? So, at this point… I had no fucking Idea who or what the fuck Azrael even was… at all! Not only that… but, I didn’t really know the story of the burning tree nor what it is said to be either! Other than I knew it was said Moses saw it and wrote the Ten Commandments after. Anyway… The Tree sort of slowly flickered out and returned to normal. I was so freaked out by what just happened I immediately tried to stand up and my legs were fucked up badly! Ok.. People… I can’t Walk without a cane… much less Up a fucking Mountain and anyone that actually knows me since I was murdered, knows that is the horrible unchangeable Truth I live with.. Now… I stood up and tried to walk with my cane to help me even and I couldn’t make it more than a few steps… with out falling… Tears were still running down my face so much it was like waterfalls blurring my vision and I would take a couple steps and fall time and time again… I looked off in the distance and realized I was around a mile or two from where I started from and there was no way I could even make it back to the car. The Tears… the tears wouldn’t stop either, so I decided to turn down the steepest part of the Mountain and risk just falling down and falling all the way down because it was a shorter distance. I know… stupid logic on my part there. But, if I didn’t try it? I wouldn’t have made it back down and I was… as I said… falling every other step… and I was landing on my knees on the rocky Mountainside and on my palms and on my elbows too. Thus the stupid logic… I stepped off and sure as shit I started falling and fell like a quarter of the way down even, which probably wasn’t a good thing, because since it worked… although I was kind of beat up, I did that two more times and all whilst still uncontrollably crying. Once back to where the road was I was still around a half mile from the car. I stumbled, cried, fell and stumbled cried, fell all the way to the Gate and got in sight of my friends car, who at this point was asleep in her car waiting for me to return and obviously completely unaware of what had just happened. When I looked over and saw the car I fainted. I mean out cold in the middle of the street by the gate on Mount Tam! I could have been ran over even. The next thing I know… I hear a voice… I mean a calm beautiful voice saying… “Come on now… get up…” Like the nicest voice ever to me at the time. Again it repeated… “Come on now… Get Up!” the voice said again very calmly… I was laying forwards and got on my knees and got my hands under me… and I looked up to see who was this with this voice and so calmly speaking to me? I see a Winged figure with a halo that was bright like the sun reaching out their hand to me to help me up. I was stunned by this… and as I grabbed the out stretched hand… The figures head moved and it was my friend whom some how… “She told me at the time she was awakened by someone, but no one else was up there with us.” some how she had known to get out of the car and look around and just happened to have seen my lifeless body lying in the street and she then ran over to help. This is a True Story folks and one I have only shared with my closest friends until now. Oddly enough… My friends name was Ariel. I’ve since been demonized by others to that friend and haven’t ever seen her again. I do hope she is well and things are going good for her. Anyway… As I said… I haven’t shared this with many people. I have since found out many things about Azrael and the Burning Tree’s significance. Azrael just happened to turn out to be “The Arc Angel of Death” no friggin less… whom is very mis-represented in most descriptions and as far as the Burning tree, only 7 people that I can find in the human record have ever seen this phenomenon and yep… Moses was one of them… and I was right about the fact that Moses wrote the Ten Commandments after seeing it. The Burning Tree or otherwise know as… “The Burning Bush” from the Bible today… is referred to as… and I shit you not!!!! “THE VOICE OF GOD.” and that’s not all folks! I have had other events happen since this event. Now, I consider the After Life experiences I had and this one to be the most life changing things I have ever witnessed. I am not a worshiper of Azrael because I understand to Worship God is to Worship Azrael and all of the Angels, Humans, and all things in Creation as well as Beyond this World too. I just wanted to clear that up so you all might get some what of a grasp of what really happened to me. This is no Joke and no I don’t do drugs nor was I under any influences that day of anything including pot. So, there it is! I feel a little better, but, I am sure no one cares or believes me. I don’t care though, I still feel re-leaved of this burden sort of. “I know many of you don’t believe me and I will not be trying to convince you either.” I just wanted to share this with you. As my friends I know you know I wouldn’t lie and I just wanted you to know. The funniest thing in all of this to me is… more like the stupid thing in all of this is… I have had my band now for decades and I have always had the Reaper as our mascot and I never knew what the reapers name was until after this happened to me in 2007 and I came home all distraught and looked up Azrael’s name. Man… imagine how I felt when I found out Who and What Azrael was! What a friggin Trip! ONE LOVE Y’ALL!”

“There are many more parts to this story and details I did not reveal in this short I wrote above this one. But, now you know! This is a Real True Story and nothing can change the facts of it! I know it is a bit confusing, but, I now have studied a lot and found out so many things that are wrong not only in common perceptions of Jesus, but, of GOD and the Angels, and the many lies in the Bible that distort the Truth so badly almost no one can read it with out being mis-guided and having the “TRUE WORD” ruined by the very men whom orchestrated the Cans for the Bible of today! This is the Truth. I wouldn’t and cannot ever “not Believe” what I know now and this is only a small part of the only One Truth! Many of you have been lied to about many things including what happened to Jesus and the real Truth of who Azrael is! Hell… I didn’t even know that name at all. Put it this way! You could not live if it weren’t for Azrael/Death/The Air and no matter who you are you will one day be approached by Death and do not fear Death and always remember to never be selfish in the presence of Death/Azrael/The Air if you ever get the honor of knowing this Angel, i.e., Azrael, you will see The Wind is all around you all the time and you even need it to breath that is Azrael and this Angel is, was, and always will be  there! You are being watched and not one of you will avoid this Angel… Not one of you will avoid Azrael… Not one of you will avoid meeting Death! Never be scared and always be prepared! Live for the others and take care of your body as not to be selfish, yet, as to be able to live a longer life and have more time to be of service to the others especially the Children… All of them!
Here are a couple of Azrael’s quotes… “GOD is eternal, this world is not, neither are you.” and this is my favorite one. I used it in the song An Eye For A Tooth… “Hear me friends as you pass by, as you are now, so once was I. As I am, you’re soon to be. Fear not your Death and follow me.”

I had to just get that off my chest…  As I was realizing people were misinterpreting me and my words and that maybe some people may be… just straight getting me wrong.  I got the erg and just felt like writing and I am sure there are still some whom do not understand. I can understand that.  Believe me when I tell ya… this is very hard for me! I don’t want to be demonized nor do I wish to upset anyone or make them think I am freaking crazy. But, as I said… imagine it happened to you! To me there is only One GOD and all the rest… the Angels including Azrael, The Animals… The People… are a part of GOD as all things are equally. I do not thump dead words in GOD’s name nor do I condone Churches unless they come out of the Charity of the Community and exist for to help the needy less fortunates and the lame or sick children… but, not to beat them in the head with dead words. Think about this… If there was Truth in the books and within that Truth was a Code holding an even deeper Truth? Wouldn’t it all be wrong if you even changed one character or letter and wouldn’t that ruin any Code and distort the True Word that once was within the book? We must think of it this way… The Ten Commandments are sound walls for any society to hold itself together through time as long as we obey them and then we see clearly that Humanities code rises through virtue and ethics. Remember where they actually come from! Our own Honesty concerning ourselves. Like this… A man noticed that he would steal if no one saw him… and He noticed this about most of us. Then it came to be obvious that this is a bad thing to steal from another and by being honest to his self about his self he saw the truth. Thou Shalt Not Steal! Over time it shows we noticed many truths about ourselves that people don’t acknowledge about their selves today and by not acknowledging the truth of their self to their self they have disconnected from Truth all together.  Yet, we see we were honest throughout time enough to have the Ten Commandments. They may have been lost and regained again and again through many ways… even as I now know through a burning friggin talking tree… but, they are the Truth of who we are and how we roll if not in check!  So, we hold onto the 7 Virtues. Then we see things that are only demons, i.e., any element that takes away or destroys yet doesn’t have a single benefit to the world is a demon to me,  and these things take life or cause pain and remember these are truly feeding through the 7 Deadly Sins. Hold True to the Ten Commandments, The 7 Virtues/The Code and with Acknowledgement of the 7 Sins pared with the Gold and the Silver Rules…. That is all we need know. It is also just a small piece of what I was shown and a very small part of the entire story.  I will be continuing to add things and try work on how I word things, as to be careful and not make it hard or make mistakes. But, this part of it just came out of me this morning when I was thinking about that little girl whom was killed in that lunatics shooting rampage/ false flag/ mind crime or what ever that was. I was just feeling kind of strange hearing all the news on TV talk about how this bad Vampire, Pot Smoking, Grim Reaper Loving, Conspiracy driven, Internet drop out with no job killed all those people. And you know what? None of those things are why he killed those people. He killed people because he was a lunatic! Those are just the things they don’t like and the very freedoms they want to take away from us. “Vampires are a theatrical premise and not anything more than a part of a story told for amusement and if you learned anything from this I hope you learned not to fear Azrael/Death and not to talk badly of Angels… good or bad they are higher beings than us and very real. Pot doesn’t cause schizophrenia! THAT IS STUPID! WE HAVE A GOD GIVEN RIGHT TO BARE ARMS AND YOU CANNOT TAKE AWAY OUR FREEDOM OF SPEECH!  None of those things are why he killed those people. He killed people because he was a lunatic!” I mean this story is a really odd story and it just made me think about what happened to me when I was shot. Then the rest of this portion of my life just sort of came out. I have never cared for those whom think they have the powers of judgement or to even know what judgement they laid on me… The fact I go on is this… My words haven’t changed, not one letter, they are true to what I have seen, felt and experienced and as articulately put as I can place them for everyone to understand them. You see there are many thing set to the rule. These things are never to be taught and only to be learned. Few in History have figured it out and whence you were to figure it out, if you do, you instantly learn the first rule. You can’t tell anyone… ANYONE. You can create things that can act as road signs for the others to follow and hope they learn it. But, as I said, if you know Truth, whence you figure it out you will clearly see many things in the World that are untruths or False made mostly by those whom did not know, yet claimed to. Then you see those Great Men of Few in History that knew and  I tell ya… they stick out like sore thumbs and it is funny for a moment even. Then you see another group of Men who are claiming to know and they do not and they are leading the people of today into their false creations and fabrications of their own diluted form of personal Truth. I see them every day! Makes me sad. Then the Last Group of People comes into view… and a heart warming loving bunch they are… they are the ones whom are close to Truth yet have yet to learn it and they have the best chance if they can read the signs left behind for them to follow. Although they have a good chance I see it a hard path for them and us. For remember… The Children do not know Truth yet it is only within them. They cannot be our saviors! So, then we come back to us and the work of those Great Men from history… the Men and the Women of Today, and all depends on finding Truth. So, for me… this is what I have to tell. I hope you are closer to Truth from this and it is Truly me baring my most private Soul to you all! I hope you like this at least even if you don’t understand it. There’s more to come!!

ONE LOVE!~METAL 1-13-2011

PS~ Oh yeah… and don’t forget I have played Live with my band Forever’s End every year, through 13 line-ups and everything else that has happened, but,  I never let it stop this band from being one hell of a True Heavy Metal band to this very day!!~M

What I’m doing with my life:

I have made millions of People Happy at least for an hour or two in their lives by Playing and Singing/Doing Shows! Hmmm…I call it the, “Metalmorphosis”, a pilgrimage that does test your ability to comprehend this crazy World around us! During my excursions, I have traveled though this World of pretend! Now, Reality calls me here?! LOL

I’m really good at:

Parenting,Writing, Singing, Playing Bass Guitars,  Sex,  Kicking Ass, Cooking, Meeting New People, Socializing, and much more…V^^^^^^^V Try me!

The first things people usually notice about me:

I use a Cane, I am a Southern-Gent., and I am a Long Haired Metal Head!

The six things I would never want to do without:

1.)MY KIDS

2.)LOVE

3.)MUSIC

4.)GOOD, FOOD & WATER!

5.)FAST CARS

6.)SEX

I spend a lot of time thinking about:

THE CHILDREN OF MY HOME WORLD DYING ON THE GROUND DAILY AND MAKING A DIFFERENCE IN THE WORLD WITH MUSIC!

On a typical Saturday night I am:

Either out Promoting my next show or Rehearsing for it!

The most private thing I’m willing to admit here is:

I have two kids: 22 year old Daughter, and a 15 year old Son! I Love them Both with all my heart!

My daughters mother “Rest Her Soul” was killed when we were engaged to be married in 1998.  She was hit by a car! I wrote the song “When Forever Ends” about that time period. :( My daughter lives in Florida with her GrandMa. My son’s mother and I have been divorced for about 14 years now. I do Love her and we are friends. My son lives with me half the time. I get the Week Ends! YAY!

Also, to recap what happened to me:

I was murdered in 1995 by a robber wielding a 12 gauge! I died and crossed over! I know, have met, understand, and vividly remember the maker! It is kinda weird…But, I have many enhanced abilities (i.e.: Charged Healing hands, Strong E.S.P. etc…etc…) and knowledge about things I have never really studied before I had died!

Below are some of my quotes.

“It’s You and the World and it’s Our obligation to Love, Support and Forgive each other!”

“Having the Nerve, Begets Success!”

“Even a Blind Squirrel will find an Acorn!”

“Whispering in your ear is like yelling in an empty church!”

“All you can be is who you are, you can’t change it! So, try to find a way to like it!”

“I’m not a religious man but I can say that in my Faith you are included!”

“I’m a clear blast proof bubble filled with a negative charge as only to attrack the positive forces and I will repell all negative energy by my born nature”

“To counter an emotion such as anger you must think of it’s opposite emotion and then through that emotion you can control it or even eliminate it from your Aura’s Color Field.”

“I have seen things you cannot comprehend even “sat” with GOD in Heaven, stood at the Bow in Galilee, Hung on your Cross, Traveled through the AfterLife into and through the Sigularity on the back of the Arc Angel, and I have seen and heard the Voice of the Omni Present ONE, none of the Powers that be approve of your False Earthbound version of religion! THEY ALL KNOW WITHOUT A DOUBT THAT THE LORD DWELLITH NOT IN ANY TEMPLE MADE AT THE HAND OF MAN! INCLUDING ANY CHURCH EVER BUILT! BEWARE THE FALSE BLASPHEMERS AND MINISTERS OF GOD! THEY WILL TRY TO LEAD YOU IN WITH LIES! Remember this from me… The “ONLY” way in is SELFLESSNESS and only if you have NO FEAR!”

“For me to be Believed isn’t as important as knowing you UNDERSTOOD my Words! You don’t have to believe my words just please try to understand them. I WILL NOT LIE AND MY WORDS ARE TRUE TO MY EXPERIENCES!”

“Together We Shall Rock The World!”

“Truth be known… you are needed in this world by many and if you help them or not is your choice! Just be ready to Live with it in the End.”

“My words may seem familiar to you… It’s because we already shared them within.”

“Remember not to use your freedom to bind yourself!”

“Confidence is often mistaken as or falsely reported as Arrogance by those with Envious eyes”

“Don’t look to the faults of others nor their actions if you are truly seeking peace of mind.”

“God takes care of those who take care of their selves! As far as those who can’t… That is why we are here!”

“Why help others you say??? BECAUSE THEY NEED YOU!”

“Think of Life as an endless excursion and not a quest with and end to be met! IT’S A JOURNEY NOT A DESTINATION!”

I hope you all liked my Words!

Oh… all of these quotes above are my thoughts/ quotes/ feelings put into Words for you all, except the one about the Blind Squirrel wasn’t me, it was just an old saying my Grandpa would say all the time.

Below are some more of my favorite quotes and that of my friends.

“Work is love made visible. And if you cannot work with love but only with distaste, it is better that you should leave your work and sit at the gate of the temple and take alms of those who work with joy!”~- Kahlil Gibran in The Prophet

“All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.” ~Arthur Schopenhauer

“LIFE IS JUST A THOUGHT… THINK ABOUT IT!”

~Melissa Rotenberry 1982 ( ie: Moe Moe/ My Little Sister )

“DO YOU CARE FOR YOUR PHYSICAL WELL BEING? THEN I THINK YOU OUGHT TO F*@KIN LEAVE! HA! HA! HA! HA!”

*shifts the plastic half gallon to his left hand with a purpose*~Brian Davidson 1983 ( ie: “THE BEST FRIEND I HAD GROWING UP!” )

“THAT’S NOT DONUT GLAZE! lol”~James Buenoano 1984

“YOU TAKE PRIEST AND YOU TAKE HENDRIX AND FUUAAA….”

*Passes out mid sentence* ~Wilson Bryon 1985

“WE ARE SUN KINGS FOREVER!”~Metal & Dino 1986

“Ka’Ding Ka’Doo”~ Barry Mathews 1986

“ONLY BORING PEOPLE GET BORED!”

~Lorry Plush 1987 ( ie: My MOM )

“When life gets you down… Make it animated!!”

~Lorry Plush 1990 ( ie: My MOM )

“THE CHERRY IS LOOSLY CONNECTED!”~Gary Scarano 1997

“DUUUDE! REMEMBER WHEN WE WOKE AND BOKE?” *falls out of the hot boxed car*~DAVE 1997

“IF IT IS TO HARD YOU ARE DOING IT WRONG

UNLESS YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT MY… “~METAL 1997

“LOOK BROTHER! WOMEN… YOU SEE YOU CAN’T LIVE WITH’EM, AND BROTHER YOU JUST CAN’T LIVE WITH’EM!”~BIG JOHN BRYON 1998

“ENOUGH TALK ABOUT LOVE! IT’S AN ACTION NOT JUST A F*#KIN WORD! IT’S SOMETHING WE MUST DO, NOT JUST SOMETHING YOU HEARD!”~METAL 2008

“THINK OF LIFE AS A STORY WITH YOU CAST IN THE LEAD ROLL AND REMEMBER THIS IS YOUR STORY!

NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS OR WHAT OTHERS DO DON’T LET IT DEPICT YOUR ACTIONS, THAT IS THEIR STORY NOT YOURS! THEN TRY TO ALWAYS BE A PERSON/ CHARACTER YOU APPROVE OF OR WOULD LIKE TO SEE AS THE LEAD ROLL OF YOUR STORY!”~METAL 2009

Here is one that I think is my favorite quote of ’09 from my friend Andy in Upper Lake!

He said to me…

“Hey man what was that chicks name?” *then after starring off into the abyss for a while*

*suddenly he points to the Heavens like Tony the Tiger and proclaims…*

“OH I KNOW! It was… SAAALLLLLUUUUT!”

I FELL OFF MY STOOL AND HIT THE FLOOR LAUGHING!

“OH I KNOW! It was… SAAALLLLLUUUUT!”

LMFAOAROTF BAAHHHHHHHH HA HA HA HA HA

“If the World Ends for me then the World with Us Dies!”~METAL 2010

“Good Music is like Candy, you just have to make sure you throw away the rappers!”~Young Master Firstenfeld 4-24-2010

I hope you liked these infamous words from my friends and I.

Below are 25 random things about me.

1. I Love the Beach.

2. I don’t Drink or do Drugs.

3. I am Disabled.

( I train hard to be able to do my shows! I can’t walk with out my cane more than 25 steps at a time.)

4. I like all kinds of Music.

5. I haven’t ever had a record deal.

( Most think I have but I haven’t ever even been given a chance to “PROVE MY METAL”. )

6. If I am not with my kids I am playing with the band and if I am not playing with Forever’s End I am kicking it around in the fields of Nor Cal.

7. I LOVE REEBOKS!

8. My favorite food is Bananas.

9. My favorite color is Blue.

10. I have died before.

11. I cherish all my friends and family.

12. Yes A Woman in the kitchen makes me randy! lol

13. I Love to be shown new things.

14. I hate people who judge everyone. “TO EACH HIS OWN! YOU KNOW!”

15. I will get in a fight if I see you mistreat a Woman or Child in front of me!

16. I am a Lead Singer First… Then a Bass Player! ( Most of my long standing fans know that.)

17. If I take you on a picnic I will peel grapes for you!

18. I Love to open doors and light smokes and kiss the hands of the ladies when we meet.

19. I have healed people with my hands.

20. I write a lot of my material from my RL experiences.

21. I am actually a nice guy.

22. I don’t Lie and I don’t like to be lied to!

23. I am a great dog trainer.

24. I am a good Kid Trainer too!

25. I have been told by many I am a great cook! :D

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Below are the ABC’s of Me.

A - Age: 40

B - Bed size: CALI KING

C - Chore you hate: I don’t believe in HATE!

D - Dog’s name: Daisy Mae

E - Essential start your day item(s):

WATER… IN MY BONG! lol, HONEY DEW MELON BALLS mmmm, COFFEE

F – Favorite color(s):

BLUE Like the SKY on a clear Day, BLACK like the color of the NIGHT when you can see ORION gleeming and RED the color of life’s BLOOD!

G – Gold or Silver: SILVER for it is why I have Blue Eyes.

H - Height: 5’11″

“Although since I was shot and had my leg blown off and then re-attatched. I lost 3 inches of my left leg.  So I guess I am now 5’11 and I’m 5’8 lol Hmmm Could come in handy! ~ Kissy Kissy”

I - I’ve come to learn:

Always be a positive figure and try to always tell the truth!

NO MATTER WHAT! STICK TO YOUR GUNS AND BE WHO YOU ARE!

J – Job:  MY JOB IS MORE LIKE A MISSION FROM GOD! LOL I WANT TO MAKE EVERYONE SEE THEIR SIMILARITIES AND FIND THE STRENTH OF THEIR DIFFERENCES THROUGH THE ONE TRUTH AND HEAVY METAL! I’m a METAL DAD, ARTIST, SONG WRITING, SINGING, BASS PLAYING, WEB DESIGNING, NORMAL GUY! (that’s how I identify myself) Oh.. Yeah!

K - Kids: ALL OF YOU! j/k CHILDREN OF THE SEA!

I have created 2 human spawn. My First Born Daughter, DIAMOND who is 22. My First Born Son, Markus Daimeion II whom is 15.

L - Living: In Yuppy Ville in Nor. Cal.

M – Mom’s Name: MY MOM SAYS HI!

N - Nicknames: METAL  est. ’80s

O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth: Yes, Sheeeech to many to talk about.

P – Pet Peeve: REPEATING MYSELF!

Well, shit.. it is my job and something I have done my whole life that I do everyday and will do for the rest of my whole life with my band. So, when I am talking to someone I don’t want to say shit over and over again! OK!! NOW GET IN THE GD FN TRUCK BITCH! Oh…? Sorry! :p I was talking to my dog.

Q - Quote from a movie:

“So shines a good deed in a weary world”

I know who said it! Do you?

R - Right or left handed : BOTH! I’M A LEFT HANDED AMBIDEXTROUS!

S - Siblings: 3 older bros, 2 younger sis, 1 younger bro

T - Time you wake up:

Whenever I am done sleeping… DUH…? lol

Which is when ever the hell I want to!

U- Underwear: What are you eating under there…?

V - Vegetable you dislike: NONE!

W - Ways you run late:

IN MY BUSINESS LATE TRANSLATES TO “NEXT!” or “YOU’RE FIRED!”

X - X-rays you’ve had: EVERYKIND! EVEN MANY FULL BODY CAT SCANS IN 3D!

Y - Yummy food you make: NAME IT! I WAS A COOK FOR THE PEPPERMILL!

Z - Zoo favorite: TIGERS, MONKEYS, BATS, and BALD EAGLES (if available)

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—Below are some of my recent feelings —-

Since I died I have had contacts with Celestials/ANGELS, Actually Heard the Voice of GOD and I have Healed People with my Hands. I don’t care if anyone believes in me or what I am telling you now. THIS IS THE TRUTH I LIVE WITH! IMAGINE IF IT WERE YOU!

To Stupid… There will be no disclosure of hidden truths and you are so blinded by your own lies you now believe them! This is your undoing!

To the People…  If you think the Weather is strange and crazy now you haven’t even seen anything yet.
As for me, no one ever backed me in my music or anything I have ever done even including my family mostly because the majority of them couldn’t afford to, other than morally.  I don’t believe in entitlement,  so,  I don’t blame them for not being able to help me financially at all.  I do think it is sad that most of my family hasn’t ever seen me play or sing. ;( Either way I Love my Blood and Always will.  But,  for GOD to have chosen me… to me is a mistake! I don’t feel like I want this! I see things that only people like Nostradamus and others have seen in history. But, my voice has been smothered into a whisper by the oppression caused by money. I just tell myself onwards and upwards and keep hope and love in my heart for you all!

ONE LOVE MY FRIENDS!~METAL

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